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Do it all Do it right Hang yourself upon the night Breathe in Breathe out Never let them see you how You've always been You'll always be Sadness deep as an endless sea Listen close Hear them scream Words drift through like colored steam

This is how I want to love you, quietly, 11:30 PM on my couch, face lit up by blue iPhone light This is how I want to love you, bravely, in the hallway by your locker, putting both hands on his chest and shoving This is how I want to love you, at some ungodly hour of the night, still awake, wondering if you will ever hear what I confide to the darkness

sometimes I want to take my love and curl up tight on my bed and hold it to myself because the pain in my gut is just too much to bear sometimes I want to take my love and spread it out behind me like a cape and find the tallest building in sight to soar off of because surely nothing can hurt me sometimes I want to take my love and write it in ink that will never fade and put it somewhere that the world can see because my words are too big to stay in my head sometimes I want to take my love when I lay on my back in the darkness and can't sleep and toss it up through the black and let it fall again, like a bored child for hours while I pond